Monday, December 26, 2005

haha....oh well...christmas is past...i have a heavy heart...shall pour it out on my blog...

sometimes....we wish we could just plug a wire into ppls heads and download wad they tink and maybe tell them wad to do...sadly...maybe at the same time thankfully...it isnt like tht...

u noe sometimes i talk to wenhui den she like tells me of how she misses her seniors...and how its different tht they leave and they never come back and tells me all bout her favourite senior and everything....to me....i was like okayy! i mean like i listened but i never understood tht sort of feeling...

i guess tht over the past month....i realli come to feel it myself and understand it all....i mean like...some ppl remain realli special in our hearts cus of the things they have done for us....i once spoke the crap about....they ll be around wad....they wont totally disappear....ya...but its different...cus no matter how many coincidences or once in a blue moon meetings u have....its never gonna be the same....the way it used to be...the way u were once upon a time...

everyday as we realli grow and mature....along tht road of life....we meet these great ppl...they come and they go....its hard for us...i guess time will heal all these...just kinda saddens me...ppl u see arent there anymore...i mean like there r others....but like in a bonded family...i guess even the death of a pet could mean alot...much less losing more than tht....

sometimes u wished u could ask y? but doesnt it seem so hard? maybe we r afraid of the answers we get....maybe we r afraid we might push them away....oh nic tan nic tan...not everyone thinks the way u do....just give a rest...shall stop here....heh

u guys....if ur out there...dun see u guys much anymore....but u guys realli have to take care! God bless! love u guys loads man.

|cowpoo| 12:31 AM|

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